THERE IS GOD IN MY CHASTITY

I am expected to do is protect my virtue for that dictated one. Running not so covered defines me impure on a major basis of being dejected and signifying me with "swearwords" that define the counterbearer's thought flow and obsessed need. I am a feminine human. 

I am lured on trust, raped to be called a VICTIM, pitied on my plea and doodled all over the world that is not in concern at all to cry over the so termed justice. This is one part. The second part is elaborative on a gigantic scale that puts my ethics on the weighing machine. "That man is a saint,you are blaming him wrong." or "That man is not to be blamed,it was consensual." or "That man is a victim and you are framing a conspiracy to save your name in the SOCIETY, you are a liar!!" or the more, "You are a shame cause you let that man do that to you." and "Arre!!,tu toh hai hi aisi ladki."

I am not allowed to bleed before somebody else decides it for me and if I ever fail in the national expectation, all that I am is a "downfall on the man's unmanly masculanity". Haha!!, bloody that man who might have scrotched his drive umpteen times with me or some other me. "Listen you female, being a man I am always right!! and I know you are used by somebody else and if I take you serious in my life, I will be a loser cause you are not untouched."  Such contradictions. 

I am seen as the weaker existence, I pump his ego, I fulfill his desires, I cry being dumped after the deed till I am required back, I sacrifice and then see myself being disvalued. If I succumb into silence and suffer, I am needed. If I fight back on my dignity, I am blamed, blocked and dumped. 

Raising a voice to destroy the taboo, "there is no God(in my chastity)."